~sephis

After making the best possible graduation on a normal academic high school everything changed.

Not having a plan of what I would be supposed to do I began a traineeship as a photo lab designer, which sounds greater than it is. It's a lower class job that can be done by any guy picked up from the street. My family and my elder friends recommended to do this, though a traineeship is something that would never be targeted by anyone with my graduation.


I've been working my ass off knowing that I won't finish that traineeship. Just for a good job grading. As if physical stress and psychic strain would not have been enough during the time since my graduation and now many so-called friendships were lost. Actually I only have contact to 2 of 86 people of my graduation class.

My younger friends who are still on my old school tend to betray me, too. It sounds hard, but nobody cares what I do. My calls are being ignored. False reasons for not getting in contact with me are played out. People fall in love with eachother, fading out their old friendships. I know that relationships in that age do not tend to last very long. So afterwards those people are all by themselves, too. Our society doesn't teach the people how to maintain friendships.

Well, I'm longing for love too. But it fails on my preferenes. People from my work place are all really dumb and uncreative. They are some kind of Morlocks. Those are the people that keep the world running, and are just a little cog in the wheel. Nothing special.

I applied for the university for making a bachelor and maybe afterwards the master in Photodesign. I'll be a Photographer and a Designer then. Really great photographer.
And it's damn hard to get in. About 450 people apply for 36 study places.
I cannot be sure to be accepted there, though my portfolio sent in was rather good.

My plan now is to quit at the dumb ass job and to do something great. I know a coverage photographer who needs some support and wants me to join her doing the job.
But she's over 50. Hell I need a girl.

Sephis

PS:
If you feel attracted by me, please send me a note. I am more muscular than on my ID pictures (they're too old to show my newest muscles. HAHA )